Keep Calm Because Its The Last Day Of 2012 ~

Today would be the last day of 2012. So many things happened. So many things i've learned this year. Be careful what you wished. I hope in 2013, there would be good things will happen . 

2012

Kinda dislike this year. Bad things happened. Most of the times. People around me changed. I've cried a lot this year. Lost someone that really important to me. Didn't study well. Be socialize a bit. Didn't get good result. I have to appreciate people around me. I have to study well. Family always first. Friends second. 

2013

I want to change. Be someone better. Be a good daughter. Always give a smile even though , not in the mood . Be more independent. Be more wise. Be smart. Be more confident . The list will go on but most important is, i have to do those things, not just saying. Make it a reality. It will be more worth it.  Wheeeee, wish me luck my love.

Btw ,

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVE. 

ITS THE NEW BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING 

AND

MAKE IT THE BEST YEAR EVER 

In 2013 You Better Not

… cry . :)

… saying “i moved on” :)

… saying “new year , new me” :)

… be BITTERed :)

… getting back the past but Thank God for the past that gives us Lesson :)

… getting tired :)

I'm gonna start all over :)

Forget the past, and focus on the present. Plan the future but remember honey, God decides :) <3

Thank You 2012 :')

• for the new friends I made

• for the friends who stuck with me through thick and thin

• for the bitches that backstabbed me

• for the people who just walked out of my life

• for the people who broke my heart

• for the people who made me happy

• most of all this is for me on still being awesome, and will be awesome in 2013

I'm still trying to explain how much you mean to me.

But I’m having trouble with my words.

I’m lost in all the emotions.

I wish you would stay and we could work this out perfectly.

I wish you would stay.

I wish you would stay.

Because I love you.

I love you.

Girl Language.

• When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
• When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
• When I ignore you, give me your attention.
• When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
• When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
• When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
• If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
• When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

Who i loved forever ?

•  Allah
•  Parents
•  Good Friends
•  Relatives
•  People around us … :)

#ILOVEYOUFOREVER

End of spm. End of high school.

So i suppose to write something about my public exam 2 days ago but i was too lazy and sleeping almost the whole time. Well pfft, don't judge at me like that. i think i deserve to sleep :3

it was AKDP. It is the end. The end of high school. Everyone shouted like monkeys and crazy out of joy and relieve. However, I was hmmm I don't know how to describe it. I was emotionless. I don't know what to feel. I've been waiting for this moment, and now that it has come, the freedom of not doing my homeworks and study till the morning cause but i still feel absolute nothing. 

I don't sense freedom and yet I don't feel caged too. I have no idea. I need to get use to this feeling. nevertheless, just because spm is over doesnt mean that my life to seek the weight of knowledge is an end. My path of understandings about wonders of this world is still shaded by darkness. I need to find the light. The light of wisdom. 

I Will Miss You Guys.

Well my dear friends, I’m going to miss you all dearly. Love and kisses to everyone! 

Nadia, Husna, Qiela, Biey, Zai, Siti, AU, all PPN students and all Voksha students *I'm sorry if I didn't mention anyone here.

I will miss you guys so badly :'(

"a day without you is like a night with out stars

there is nothing brilliant in the day without you"

~When I see you smile and know that is not for me,
that is when I will miss you the most~

It's good to be back! :D

SPM is finally OVER ! The last paper was AKDP and now I’m freeeee. :) I’m so happy! Love you guys to bits!

I think Its Over !!!

• #ItsOver when someone steals your partner.
• #ItsOver when someone lied to you.
• #ItsOver when people hate you.
• #ItsOver saying “SORRY”.
• #ItsOver saying “IMISSYOU”.
• #ItsOver loving you , and not giving your love back.
• #ItsOver thinking THESISsssss >.<

F-R-E-E-D-O-M

So. The SPM examination I talked about is finally over! AKDP was the last paper and nothing is even better to write a paper solely on the cause of expressing yourself on the verge of FREEDOM! WOOTS No more highschool life. Uniforms, no petty homework, we can actually do an assignment on the course we chose. Hmmm, this is definitely the beginning. 

I just want to make sure that whatever I had planned will be executed. Oh and I should practice no-procrastinating day. It mustn’t exist so I can use my time real wisely. 

Have a good day peeps =D 

My December wish is smiling everyday even if it’s not my day, at least I have a reason to smile every day :) 

Hi December, be better please :)

for me, for everyone ♥ 

December Wish

• For him to be loyal. Only to me.
• To be your December wish :)
• Be with that special person.
• New phone
• Out of town, and more money.
• But really, I just want everything to be okay.
• Pure happiness & good vibes!

Welcome December :D

The Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn Part 2

I just finished watching this movie. I can honestly say it was the best movie I have seen this year (2012). If you have not seen it yet, I highly recommend you to do so. EVEN if you’re not a Twilight fan, you will love it! Trust me, this comment is coming from one of those people.

I loved the last twilight movie because it filled me with feels but still it was just so cool but then the baby came on the screen and I was like WTF.
You couldn’t get a real fucking baby?

BELLA CULLEN♥

“After eighteen years of utterly being ordinary, I finally found that I could shine.”

Jacob: A lot of red eyes around here.
Bella: They agreed not to hunt the area.
Jacob: But they’ll feed somewhere.

Two More!!

Just two more subjects to go!! PP and AKDP… I’m not going to lose! Even if I’ve pretty much procrastinated through lots of them… I will only be serious for PP!

SPM

I only got 2 papers left. PP and AKDP. And I cant wait for it to end. Seriously, its an amazing feeling for us to feel the freedom. After 11 years in school. Its time to step up and begin new life as college student.

Salam Maal Hijrah to all my Muslim brothers and sisters :)

Salam to all my Muslim followers and Muslim bloggers. Today, we are celebrating the Maal Hijrah day. It is the day that marks the beginning of a new Islamic calendar year, and it is the day on which the year count is incremented.

It is also the day where all of our good or bad deeds, actions, thoughts and feelings, that were written in our book since last year, will be carried and sent to Allah Almighty. And will be replaced by a new book that will be written by Raqib and Atid.

To start a new book, a new chapter, I would like to seek forgiveness from each and every single one of you here in Tumblr, whom I may have intentionally or unintentionally hurt in the past. And I already forgive all the wrongdoings that had been done to me by anybody.

I encourage that you too will start to forgive and forget, it will do you no harm. In fact, it will fill your heart with peace, happiness and serenity. 

May our new year will be blessed and full of Barakah and happiness.

Salam Maal Hijrah to everybody :)

Good shoes takes you to Good places :)

*Faints*

This one is gorgeous. I love it. The first time i laid my eyes on these, i was like woah. Awesome ! I'll have this soon. Woo~ Love the colour pink. But it's not my favourite colour lah. Haha. But seriously, this camera is waaayyyy better than a DSLR. But yeah, everyone have their own personal opinion right? :)

Dear girls..

Don’t be that girl that he knows will always be there waiting for him to call. Don’t be the girl that lets him walk all over you and continues to fall for everything he says. Don’t be the girl who allows him to treat you like trash. I’ve been that girl before but now I know that I deserve better. I know how it feels to be treated the right way and now, if I could take it all back I would. As hard as it is to let go, I can guarantee you’ll feel a thousand times better once you do.

Comel nya~

10 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT SLEEPING…

1. Blind people dream

2. You forget 90% of the things you dream

3. We only dream of what we know (nobody in your dream is made up. You’ve seen that person/place/thing before.)

4. Not everyone dreams in color. (12% dream in black and white.)

5. People who have smoked for a long time and then stopped tend to have more vivid dreams than non-smokers.

6. You are ‘paralyzed’ while you sleep. (thank you hormone secretion)

7. When you’re snoring you arent dreaming

8. Toddlers do not dream about themselves until around the age of 3. From the same age, children typically have many more nightmares than adults do until age 7 or 8.

9.  If you are awakened out of REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep, you are more likely to remember your dream in a more vivid way than you would if you woke from a full night sleep.

10. While sleeping, you’re half dead.

Well, goodnight. :) I’m going to take a nap so I can function later.

Me and Fara both want to have our own store some day. Our own line and all. Yeah, it'll be great. I don't know if we'll share one store or have ours beside each other. I forgot to ask her . But yeah , that'll be a hard time to pursue my mom. She's afraid that the business might not work. I love arranging stuff but I'm not the kind of girl who can talk to random people. You know ? I can't just walk over to people in store and ask them if they want to buy it or something. Like awkward... HAHA

Why hide behind a mask then be yourself?

Dear Future Best Friend,

Hi, I don’t think you know me yet, but if we ever meet, just know that we will be the two coolest people in the universe. 

Maybe if we do meet, we could do some of these: 
-tackle each other with hugs whenever we see each other 
-comfort each other when we’re sad or angry 
-take awesome road trips 
-take random pictures everywhere 
-have insiders that absolutely no one would understand 
-encourage each other and cheer each other on with events in our lives 
-text or talk on the phone for allllllllllll hours of the night 
-talk about weird stuff 

I know that this list could be longer, but I don’t want to ramble. i just wanted to let you know that you are one of the greatest people that I will ever get to know (if I ever meet you, of course), I just know it. I hope that we grow old being best friends and be able to share our memories and reminisce and all of that good stuff. I really hope I find you because I think that together we would be freaking amazing. Also know that no matter what, I will always be here for you, and if I find you, I hope you will always be there for me. I love you.

Before I Die