End of spm. End of high school.

So i suppose to write something about my public exam 2 days ago but i was too lazy and sleeping almost the whole time. Well pfft, don't judge at me like that. i think i deserve to sleep :3

it was AKDP. It is the end. The end of high school. Everyone shouted like monkeys and crazy out of joy and relieve. However, I was hmmm I don't know how to describe it. I was emotionless. I don't know what to feel. I've been waiting for this moment, and now that it has come, the freedom of not doing my homeworks and study till the morning cause but i still feel absolute nothing. 

I don't sense freedom and yet I don't feel caged too. I have no idea. I need to get use to this feeling. nevertheless, just because spm is over doesnt mean that my life to seek the weight of knowledge is an end. My path of understandings about wonders of this world is still shaded by darkness. I need to find the light. The light of wisdom.