Monday, December 31, 2012

Keep Calm Because Its The Last Day Of 2012 ~



Today would be the last day of 2012. So many things happened. So many things i've learned this year. Be careful what you wished. I hope in 2013, there would be good things will happen . 

2012
Kinda dislike this year. Bad things happened. Most of the times. People around me changed. I've cried a lot this year. Lost someone that really important to me. Didn't study well. Be socialize a bit. Didn't get good result. I have to appreciate people around me. I have to study well. Family always first. Friends second. 

2013
I want to change. Be someone better. Be a good daughter. Always give a smile even though , not in the mood . Be more independent. Be more wise. Be smart. Be more confident . The list will go on but most important is, i have to do those things, not just saying. Make it a reality. It will be more worth it.  Wheeeee, wish me luck my love.

Btw ,

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVE
ITS THE NEW BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING 
AND
MAKE IT THE BEST YEAR EVER 

In 2013 You Better Not


… cry . :)
… saying “i moved on” :)
… saying “new year , new me” :)
… be BITTERed :)
… getting back the past but Thank God for the past that gives us Lesson :)
… getting tired :)

I'm gonna start all over :)

Forget the past, and focus on the present. Plan the future but remember honey, God decides :) <3

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Thank You 2012 :')


  • for the new friends I made
  • for the friends who stuck with me through thick and thin
  • for the bitches that backstabbed me
  • for the people who just walked out of my life
  • for the people who broke my heart
  • for the people who made me happy
  • most of all this is for me on still being awesome, and will be awesome in 2013

Monday, December 10, 2012

I'm still trying to explain how much you mean to me.

But I’m having trouble with my words.
I’m lost in all the emotions.
I wish you would stay and we could work this out perfectly.
I wish you would stay.
I wish you would stay.
Because I love you.
I love you.

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Girl Language.

  • When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
  • When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
  • When I ignore you, give me your attention.
  • When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
  • When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
  • When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
  • If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
  • When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

Who i loved forever ?

  •  Allah
  •  Parents
  •  Good Friends
  •  Relatives
  •  People around us … :)
#ILOVEYOUFOREVER

End of spm. End of high school.


So i suppose to write something about my public exam 2 days ago but i was too lazy and sleeping almost the whole time. Well pfft, don't judge at me like that. i think i deserve to sleep :3
it was AKDP. It is the end. The end of high school. Everyone shouted like monkeys and crazy out of joy and relieve. However, I was hmmm I don't know how to describe it. I was emotionless. I don't know what to feel. I've been waiting for this moment, and now that it has come, the freedom of not doing my homeworks and study till the morning cause but i still feel absolute nothing. 
don't sense freedom and yet I don't feel caged too. I have no idea. I need to get use to this feeling. nevertheless, just because spm is over doesnt mean that my life to seek the weight of knowledge is an end. My path of understandings about wonders of this world is still shaded by darkness. I need to find the light. The light of wisdom. 

Friday, December 7, 2012

I Will Miss You Guys.


Well my dear friends, I’m going to miss you all dearly. Love and kisses to everyone! 
Nadia, Husna, Qiela, Biey, Zai, Siti, AU, all PPN students and all Voksha students *I'm sorry if I didn't mention anyone here.
I will miss you guys so badly :'(
"a day without you is like a night with out stars

there is nothing brilliant in the day without you"

~When I see you smile and know that is not for me,
that is when I will miss you the most~

Thursday, December 6, 2012

It's good to be back! :D

SPM is finally OVER ! The last paper was AKDP and now I’m freeeee. :) I’m so happy! Love you guys to bits!

I think Its Over !!!

  • #ItsOver when someone steals your partner.
  • #ItsOver when someone lied to you.
  • #ItsOver when people hate you.
  • #ItsOver saying “SORRY”.
  • #ItsOver saying “IMISSYOU”.
  • #ItsOver loving you , and not giving your love back.
  • #ItsOver thinking THESISsssss >.<

F-R-E-E-D-O-M

So. The SPM examination I talked about is finally over! AKDP was the last paper and nothing is even better to write a paper solely on the cause of expressing yourself on the verge of FREEDOM! WOOTS No more highschool life. Uniforms, no petty homework, we can actually do an assignment on the course we chose. Hmmm, this is definitely the beginning. 
I just want to make sure that whatever I had planned will be executed. Oh and I should practice no-procrastinating day. It mustn’t exist so I can use my time real wisely. 
Have a good day peeps =D 

Saturday, December 1, 2012


My December wish is smiling everyday even if it’s not my day, at least I have a reason to smile every day :) 

Hi December, be better please :)
for me, for everyone ♥ 

December Wish

  • For him to be loyal. Only to me.
  • To be your December wish :)
  • Be with that special person.
  • New phone
  • Out of town, and more money.
  • But really, I just want everything to be okay.
  • Pure happiness & good vibes!

Welcome December :D